386 - envy

As men and women get older there views change and some of the thoughts that go through my mind at this point in my life are.

When men get older their choices as far as women go skyrockets. Why do I say that? Because there will always be women their age who are looking for someone their age. There will be younger women galore who are looking for someone older. And there will be women looking for ones who are younger than they are.

I know I can also apply the above ideas to women but I wont. Only because maybe I am a woman and dont often see situations where young men are looking forward to being with older women. Unless its a "stage" in a young mans life. Maybe one day I cant but as of right now...I cant.

So as men get older the available choice of women whether they be single, attached or married. They no longer have to worry about being alone because theres always someone to be with.

With women, I dont even want to go into it as I just might sound sad so maybe ill touch on that another time but I think for women it doesnt work out quite as well for women as it does for men.

Women age, hopefully they have great genes an take care of their skin and body. Men have terms like debonair and worldly. Women as they get old get named spinsters. Not something to look forward to.

Anyway. Im lucky that I do well in certain areas like skin and hair. I have good genes and it helps that asians seem to show aging less than others.

So I have thoughts that it may be better to be a guy. I think Ive got penis envy. It wont last, this feeling but its caught my attention nonetheless.

385 - peekaboo

These are the things that are happening. But first I miss posting. I wish I could do it more and that it would work out more that I could. So for this post I'm going to just spew out things that have been happening in no particular order.

People have been giving birth. Babies names are as follows, Chloe and Katie.
There are more waiting to come within the next 2 months.
I am not one of the ones that are expecting, in case you were wondering. YAY!
As my Dad always says, be safe, be happy.

People have been getting married. Not I. Guess its the season, As one of the single girlfriends to attend these weddings. I am in high demand to be paired up with the other single men in attendance.

I have decided to start looking for a new car as it is time that I start. Id like something simple like a Honda, Toyota and even a Hyundai. Nothing extreme. Just something thats reliable and that will get me to where I need to go.

My sister is moving in at the end of the month which is in a few days. FUN to be had for sure. I have to think of some of the things that Id be giving up. Like walking around the house in nothing but a smile. Having sex wherever we happen to land. Most of the thoughts evolve around the naked variety but also things like making sure its all perfect. Because... and sorry to spoil your idea of me. Im not. Close but not. I do not always clear the sink before I go to bed. I sometimes start to undress as soon as I get home and leave a trail of clothes down to my unmentionables leading to my bedroom... or whichever room I end up in.

So theres lots to do in the next few days and really not much time for me to accept all that Ill be doing less. But I guess our schedules are different enough that Ill get to do some of those and others whenever the stars line up.

D went on holidays for a week to Florida. He got back last night and well. Things are a bit tense. But I htink its just me working my way out of things again. Again.

Work is going well, nothing new to report there. Oh wait, yes there is. Ive have someone follow me around to talk to me. Hes tried to make date plans but Im not into him at all. I dont ususally mind but this person was borderline stalking as far as the following me around. Finding out where Id be and making comments that I didnt appreciate.

My brother went to the Toronto Film Festival. He had a blast shook some famous hands and took some famous pictures. He showed me the one of M. Fox the girl from Transformers and she didnt do anything for me. Kinda not what I expected to see but what can ya do? People like what people like.

My sister has a King size bed. Its raining and were hoping that it will let up long enough to move it. D's trailer will be used and so will his carpet cleaner. All in the next 2 days. I just made an extra key for her yesterday and made one extra for just in cases. I had an insane thought to leave one with D but I waved that thought away. Ill need to find one of those key lock boxes that realtors use.

I have squirrels that Im trying to evict for non payment of rent at the house. Stubborn. But I will win in the end.

My sister and I were thinking of starting some kind of business. We brainstormed one night when we went out. Lots of drinks and ideas became fun but well... Ill do a post on that later and you can let me know what you think.

My Birthday was 3 days ago. Lots of fun all week last week. D was on vacation and didnt call. It bothers me a little but I tell myself that guys in general..?... usually arent great at remembering things like that sometimes? I havent mentioned anything and I wonder if I should? Maybe maybe not? I should probably just let it go. Chalk it up to 'wasnt done on purpose or to hurt me' 'let it go and just be' LOL

Thats all the time I have right now with the internet but as little as I post lately Im glad Im able to do this little bit. And Im working on a couple of things to post as far as DFTFs so hopefully ill be able to get those out.