87 - tape

I dont remember a lot from my childhood. I recall moments when I was growing up. Is it that way? or should I be recalling everything? I dont think thats how it works. I think you remember what you want to remember and then you have moments where your brain picks out things that you arent holding onto. Thats when you think. OMG I havent thought of that in so long... and then you have conversations with friens or family starting with, "remember when...."

I think ill post some of the things that I remember. Some of it wont mean anything to anyone else but me. Im sure Ill entertain you all in some way, shape or form. A way to give those memories a home other than my mind. Plus it will give me something else to write about. Why not? Ive been struggling with what to write here, not always. Just debating with myself on whether to go all out and just write.

Im censoring myself somewhat. Thats what I am dealing with. Im working on it though :) Anyway, I just wanted to get some of this out in the open, well not really out in the open, just get it out of my head. Ive been thinking of it too much and for too long that I am hoping that voicing it out here will give me a time out from having to make that decision.

LOL I know I will just end up writing about it sooner or later :) Why bother fighting it? If anything it will be entertaining ... or disturbing... depends on which side of the coin people are standing on. Good thing that Ive roped off the disturbing side with caution tape lol

Time will tell....more to come...