dream,fantasy, truth or fiction
Stripped naked, made to walk, stand, kneel with my hands behind my neck and be teased sexually, making my sex crave with any kind of touch, rough and tender alike. I dont have the ability to voice my own words. Kept silent with the desire to please. Hearing the voices in my mind fight , in the end curiousity and the need to please to be perfect wins. When I have been insolent or disobedient I am whipped and/or hung to be sexually brought to the brink but never be allowed to find release, that is my punishment or is it my reward?
Taught to derive pleasure from any and all forms from touch like a fingernail being run along my skin, pinches, barely there caresses, even spankings. Tied up and whipped without breaking skin. All basic emotion stripped from me so all I have in my mind is the will to please. Tears will fall freely from my eyes in the desire to please and in the realization that I have failed and have not succeeded or in the knowledge that I am doing exactly what I am supposed to.
That in pleasing in any way shape or form, my release will come. Used for gratification, to please in a way that it brings me closer to self awareness and understanding of my mind that we are all slaves to a master and a master to a slave.
One must know what it is like to be a master in order to fully understand what it is meant to be a slave and how to treat them, how to extract the best performance they can. Break down any and all barriers to succumb to the will and want of others. Such a great gift it is to give yourself over to a person who knows you intimately and knows the secrets to unlocking your orgasm. For they use that knowledge to tease, tantalize, torture and if you have been good, given pleasure.
To surrender entirely, knowing that my body is used to please... but always knowing in the back of my mind that there is always something that I have yet to be made to do to conflict the inner thoughts I have in my mind, which is why I will keep my soul and not have that controlled for in the end after allowing everything to be stripped from me, the soul is the true base for all beginnings.
Taught to derive pleasure from any and all forms from touch like a fingernail being run along my skin, pinches, barely there caresses, even spankings. Tied up and whipped without breaking skin. All basic emotion stripped from me so all I have in my mind is the will to please. Tears will fall freely from my eyes in the desire to please and in the realization that I have failed and have not succeeded or in the knowledge that I am doing exactly what I am supposed to.
That in pleasing in any way shape or form, my release will come. Used for gratification, to please in a way that it brings me closer to self awareness and understanding of my mind that we are all slaves to a master and a master to a slave.
One must know what it is like to be a master in order to fully understand what it is meant to be a slave and how to treat them, how to extract the best performance they can. Break down any and all barriers to succumb to the will and want of others. Such a great gift it is to give yourself over to a person who knows you intimately and knows the secrets to unlocking your orgasm. For they use that knowledge to tease, tantalize, torture and if you have been good, given pleasure.
To surrender entirely, knowing that my body is used to please... but always knowing in the back of my mind that there is always something that I have yet to be made to do to conflict the inner thoughts I have in my mind, which is why I will keep my soul and not have that controlled for in the end after allowing everything to be stripped from me, the soul is the true base for all beginnings.
posted by darling @ 9:02 PM
4 Comments:
At September 20, 2006 10:13 AM,
darling said…
I know, its not my usual writing and feels like it doesnt belong. Oh well :) Its different and I am all for variety :)
Unless its something that people think are taboo and thus making people shy away from it :)
Have a great day everyone!
At September 20, 2006 12:33 PM,
George said…
Nothing wrong with it Darling ... we all have a fantasy side, a dream side and a fiction side. Most people hide that from people. You have the courage to write something that may be different in your blog. It's not pornographic (at least for people with open minds). I would say keep doing what you do because it is enjoyable and it is you.
At September 21, 2006 5:18 AM,
afrobev said…
Hey nothing wrong with a healthy fantasy world. Nothing wrong with a good old spanking either (Im teasing). I admire the fact that you just put it out there for everyone to read.
Question. Are these your fantasies as such or is it just creative writing? When reading them I always get the feeling that it is you I am reading about. xx
At September 21, 2006 8:30 AM,
darling said…
Hello Goerge,
Its nice to try different things and inject some of this and that into things now and again.
Hmmm how to be more pornographic??? lol
Be good!
Hi James,
Nice seeing you again! Did anyone say spanking? *wink* lol
Its nice to share quite frankly anything that comes to mind. It was something different out on left field from other posts but thought why not??
Answer. A little from column A some from column B and a touch of C,D and E.
Im glad you think its me, who else would you be thinking of? :)
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