For You

I heard this song and it made me think of you. A single fish. You who is far away and on the other side of the world. You who make me think. Without even knowing it, without even meaning to. Ive thought of you often. I hope the world for you, even as your life continues. The ups and downs. The zigs and zags. I hope that in some small tiny way. Maybe you've thought of me too.

Really, you'll never know what I am thinking of but if you did. I hope that you know that I'm in your corner cheering you on. It will happen when its meant to happen. Whatever it is that you want to happen. Just be patient.

I'm a stranger to you and in some way I think the stars, the moon and planets and possibly The Powers That Be are either making fun of me or using this as a lesson that I need to learn.

We'll see. What I am, what I feel is a gift. Its not meant to scare you away and make things complicated. Its just there. I'm there without you realizing it. There's something sad yet liberating about it.

If you never see this that's OK. You've become a part of my life, in a way that you might never know. Thank you.

You Give Me Something by James Morrison.

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You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what the mean,
I never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,
But it might me a second too late,
And the words I could never say
Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright,
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart.
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

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