193 - clarity

Moments of clarity, comes when you accept things as they are. Things seem a bit brighter. The trees seems to wave as you walk by. The wind urging you along down a path of the unknown. All with the comfort of knowing that no matter what is happening in the world, in other peoples lives. On the other end of the planet. Things are happening that I have no control over.

War will continue to dig its nails into people who have nothing else to do. Fruits will continue to grow and ripen. Companies will continue their race to be number one. People will continue with their days. As will I.

No matter how much Id like to change things for the better. Sometimes all I can do it just let things happen on their own. No matter how things may fall.

I am not the keeper of all that is good as I'm not all good. I just want good things for people. I want you to be able to take that trip. I want you to be able to wear those boots you've always wanted. I want you to find that person who will knock you on your ass and have you smiling through it all. I want to take away the worries of what may come if you were to stop taking them cold turkey. I want to see you live your life without having to worry about those other people. I want to see you share your passion with the world. I want you to be seen and heard by millions of people, you're that good. Believe it!

Moments of clarity comes when I accept things as they are. I cant make things happen for you like I want for you. I'm sorry. Id like to, but I can only help so much. If you would let me. I would help in any way that I can. I tried snapping my fingers and that seems all out of juice. I tried crossing my arms with a nod and a blink, that seems to be out of service. I tried to wave this wand and all it gave me was whiplash.

I cant do it for you. I can only help guide. I cant make it for you I can only stand watch. If you want it, need it or even care for it. A supply of never ending support.

Pay no attention. Keep on going. Just as you are. Just let me be a part of it even in a small way. You'll never know how it will affect me, to see you go through with it and find out your own moments of clarity. To succeed, The times that you smile. The times that you laugh, the times when you open your arms wide and breathe in a deep breath of life. I fall a little more. I want a little more and its a want for great things for you. If I cant have you, then I want to be a part of the greatness. You'll never know what it does for me, how it affects me and how it propels me to want to do more for you and other people who need someone.

The world will keep on going. Even with both feet pressing hard on the brake pedal with a desire to stop, slow down. It will continue.

Moments of clarity comes when I accept things as they are. Try to not be blindsided with things that are not there. Try to ignore the whispers of temptations. Try to steer clear from fleeting moments that will cause much confusion.

Steps become lighter with each moment of clarity. Shoulders becomes less tense as expectations are removed. Breathing is steady as I accept that clarity is in the moment.