darling

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

dream, fantasy, truth or fiction?

We arent inside the bar I parked right beside his car a Silver VW and I got out of my car, leaned into his window and asked him if we were going to head inside for drinks he asked if I wanted to sit and talk in his car first. I said sure, I didnt see anything wrong with that, we were in a parking lot, I get in his car and we talk a little bit about work, people and travels.

He says hes going to Las Vegas in a few months and in the same breath he tells me that I am really pretty, I say thank you and smile. He leans in and asks me to tell him when its ok for him to kiss me, I said 'well go ahead, now seems like a good time' and he does. Hes a licker, you know the kind that licks your lips, and your neck and your ear...everywhere, meanwhile I am thinking of other places for him to use that tongue, so I let it go.. and we continue to deepen the kiss. For a fleeting moment I think 'what am I doing?'

So we continue to kiss while his hands roam over me to unbutton my blouse, he reaches in to carress me he plays with my nipples and they pucker for him. Another thought flits in my mind I think 'should I or shouldnt I? I was very aroused and all I could think of then was how do we do this in the front seat of his car? I cant continue that thought because he is OMG pinching my nipples.. hard. Harder than Ive ever had them handled. I look down at his fingers around my nipple and foresee soreness in their future.

I could have told him to stop, to be gentle, to take it easy. I didnt. He brings his head down to my breasts and gently rubs his tongue around, taking me in his mouth and sucking nicely. Hes also undoing my pants, I help by lifting my hips and hes pulled them down to my knees.

The cool air makes me shiver, or is it because hes nibbling on my now sensitive nipples and has slipped his hand in to cup me in his hand. He doesnt move his hand. He and I can feel the heat that he holds in his hand. I move my hips into him and he responds by slipping a finger inside me and has me moaning, louder still when he adds another. I hold his head to me with one hand the other holds onto his hand, afraid he will remove it before I go over. Silently, I think 'if this is a dream please dont let me wake yet'. I didnt need to hold his hand, he brought me over with ragged breaths.

While I was trying to breath normally again, he leaned down and did sexy things to me with his tongue which made me go over again. Half out of my mind with lust I push him away and tell him to take his pants off. He does so without question a knowing smile on his lips and I lean over and kiss that smile off his face, when I pull away his eyes are dark with need, his lips not smiling anymore but pressed tightly together, waiting as I lean down and lick.

I take him in one hand, holding him while I use my tongue around him. I feel his hips thrust and I move my head away from him. Not giving him what he wants. He reaches around me and places a palm on my cheeks which has been pointing at the window. He rubs his hand around me and adjusts himself so he can reach me. He slips himself inside me again and I moan around him making him groan and I smile and wrap my lips tighter around him and with a few strokes I feel him tighten and moan holding my head to him. His fingers are making my hips move on their own. seeking something only he can give me. I shudder around his fingers and this makes him very excited and with a few thrusts, brings him over and spills into my mouth.

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15 Comments:

  • At August 13, 2006 7:45 PM, Blogger Brewster said…

    Again, wow, I am glad I wasn't at work this time. Well, you do have a way with words, among other things. LOL Well, whether it was just a story or not, you are on your way to writing that erotica as you have said you wanted to.

    Wow

     
  • At August 13, 2006 11:39 PM, Blogger darling said…

    Hey Brewster, glad you enjoyed it :) LOL its all still new and a lot of fun to write. Ive got a couple of other ideas im working on.

    I figure as long as I throw them out ill get better.

    :)

     
  • At August 13, 2006 11:43 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Are you a nymphomaniac? =)
    Just curious.

     
  • At August 14, 2006 9:03 AM, Blogger darling said…

    Good question, I am sure inquirings minds want to know this one. I would as well. I honestly couldnt say either way.

    I think I have more sex than some people and less than say.. porn stars lol

    Do I enjoy it yes, very much so.

    Im not sure what qualifies as a nymphoimaniac. Not that it would be a bad thing...

    Will post on this one at a later date..

    Are you a nymphomaniac? :)

     
  • At August 14, 2006 6:01 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Far from nymphoimaniac, I only had sex with only one guy, my ex-bf.
    I probably need to read, study and research more about sex as I did not enjoy it. Maybe it was because he was bad at it too. We were both first timers and we were both in mid-twenties.
    I do not think I have ever achieved an orgasm. lol. Confession!
    I think that women have sex in return of love and care from men.
    I become the strong believer of "Men give love to get sex and women give sex to get love."
    I do not understand how women can enjoy sex since I did not.

     
  • At August 15, 2006 12:29 PM, Blogger darling said…

    I am all for reading, studying and researching more about sex. It all starts in the mind, for me anyway. Seduce my mind, my body will follow.

    First times are sometimes awkward :) I hope you find someone that takes the time to show you the many things to enjoy about sex.

    Theres so much to enjoy and you will find the things you like and dont like. Its a great learning experience every time. Im sure you might already have ideas on some things you like or dont. Its a start.

    It gets better, really.

    Youll have an orgasm at some point. :) I couldnt tell you when lol But it will happen :) Theres lots of practice makes perfect for some women to get the big 'O'

    Patience :) and practice lol

    Its better when you share the pleasures of sex because you love and care for each other (hopefully not one sided)

    No one should feel obligated to do anything they dont want to.

    When you find the joy of sex. Youll change your mindset.

    I like your comments. It makes me think. *smile*

    PS. Not that Afrobevs and Brewsters dont :) hugs!

     
  • At August 15, 2006 12:30 PM, Blogger darling said…

    ...or warm strangers for that matter!
    *sigh* LOL anyone else want to take run me around the coffee table for leaving you out? :)

     
  • At August 15, 2006 1:57 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Can you have(or Do you like to have) sex with a guy whom you do connect emotionally with? Maybe physical attraction is there?
    What if even physical attraction isn't there? Will you do it for filling something up for yourself(perhaps emptiness or loneliness)?

    Don't you feel destructive spiritutally or sefl-worthily if you have lots of sex but you still find yourself empty inside and lack of something deeper than sex?

    I agree upon 'practice makes perfect'. But I do not want to have sex with any random guy easily.
    I need to learn to feed myself with thoughts and ideas regarding sex in the mean time, perhaps wild and imaginative ones.

     
  • At August 15, 2006 1:58 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Can you have(or Do you like to have) sex with a guy whom you do *NOT* connect emotionally with? Maybe physical attraction is there?

     
  • At August 15, 2006 4:37 PM, Blogger darling said…

    part 1

    There has to be a reason why people do things, whether its in sharing mutual pleasures, buying a pair of shoes, going on vacation, waking up in the morning.

    People dont do for the sake of doing. Something is driving them to it.

    It is because they want to me momentarily accepted with the latest pair of shoes?

    Is it because they have to earn a living to keep a roof over their head?

    Is it in the desire to want to make someone feel decadent? Is it because they want to feel the touch of another? Is it because they want to learn/try/share something new? is it because they want to experience all they can?

    Sure.. there has to be something to why people do things. Good or bad. What drives you? Otherwise.. why do it?

     
  • At August 15, 2006 9:23 PM, Blogger darling said…

    Part 2

    There are other ways to fill the voids. Have I tried to use sex as a filler? I cant think of a particular time, probably. Does that mean its wrong. Only if there was nothing learned from the experience.

    I am a strong advocate of learning from ones experiences. Good, bad, happy or sad. Learn from them all. From life.

    I think we have differing views on sex. Not trying to say its good or bad. Just different.

    Sometimes sex is just that. Sex. There may be no interest other than "getting off" and sharing a night of passion with each other. It happens that way sometimes.

    Personally, my self worth and spirituality is not affected by the amount of sex I have or dont have.

    A person has to understand who they are and how they function, what makes them tick, what makes them smile. What they would do and wouldnt do in certain situations (you cant possibly imagine ALL the possible scenarios, just a general idea then). They have to understand and know their personal limitations in regards to all aspects of their life.

    No matter how the coupling concludes (this pertains to anything that happens in my life) I choose how to feel, how I react, how I handle it, how I hold myself up, how I go on. I choose not to give power to negatives. Focus on the positives.

     
  • At August 15, 2006 9:31 PM, Blogger darling said…

    For all who is following this thread...I just want to say that my way of thinking might not makes sense to others, might not seem right, proper or normal. It does for me. For my life.

    How have I come to think the way I do. Many years of asking myself questions and left to my thoughts of how to just be me. Not like anyone else.. but me.

    I am happy with who I am and with time, I will change to adapt myself in a way that I remain true to myself with whatever life throws my way.

    :)

     
  • At August 15, 2006 9:40 PM, Blogger darling said…

    As great a fan as I am with the saying 'practice makes perfect'. I hope never to be perfect in certain things.

    Sex. I enjoy the practice too much to want to reach perfection. Though, now that I think about it, there is always the maintenance of keeping oneself perfect in this feild. Sounds promising no?

    Lying. I dont want to be a perfect liar. I can barely master mediocre lies/white lies. Once youve perfected this one... how does one stay true to themselves? No thanks Ill pass.

    A couple of things to think of lol

     
  • At August 20, 2006 3:10 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Couldn't resist this very interesting thread and the comments. For me the emotional bonding is a must before the physical. And in that, practice does make perfect. When words don't need to be spoken, and when you know I can feel what you are feeling (and vica versa) - because it is the same. It intensifies the physical to a level that most will never even comprehend. Mindless sex has a place too - but not if you want to be taken to that place where time doesn't matter because we become one.

     
  • At August 22, 2006 10:31 AM, Blogger darling said…

    Very well said Road Runner. Heres to connections!

     

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