360 - ?

Darling - Did you call me because you missed me? I think you did.

No reply for a while.

Darling - Hmmm I guess not, darn.

A while later I am out having drinks with my sister.

D - Are you out?

I miss his first text as my cell is in my purse on vibrate.

D - Are you out?

Darling - Yes, what do you have planned?

No reply from him for a while and I can feel the questions.

D - Just drinks, K have fun call me tomorrow

Darling - I see.

Now he has a date. Drinks with someone. Now Im all huffy and wondering who it is and why he has to be a party pooper for me. I have a moment of sadness replaced with the knowledge of 'oh well'.

Darling - Are you ok?

D - Dont want to interrupt your date

Darling - If it makes you feel better Im out with my sister and not out on a date.

D - Have fun

How hes pulling a suck. Guess it happens to everyone now and then.

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During the day.

Darling - Thanks for talking me through that. It turned out really well and I had no problems with it. It wasnt hard at all.

D - Theres nothing hard at work except me.

Darling - Hmmm Ill need to see it to make sure

D - Nahhh you have a date tonight.

Darling - Tease

D - Maybe next time.

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The following morning. Where the night before I had a date to go for drinks with someone from The Soup.

D - What no call or texts letting me know you got home safe?

Darling - :) I was home at 11:30. Nothing crazy. Did you miss me?

D - Im kidding.

Darling - Damn I thought you actually cared.

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Darlings Double D's

Don't drink 1.5 litres of water in 15 minutes. You end up taking a stroll to the lavatory more often than is socially acceptable. Its a great thing to do though to drink water. So make sure that you continue that. Just... not all at once. Im not sure the body appreciates it very much.

Do prepare a meal for people you enjoy with the people you enjoy. Its a great way to bring people together and the end result sometimes isnt as important as the time spent together. Have wine to toast each other and the good things in life.

Don't walk barefoot in sketchy areas. Its not just rocks and gravel on the ground. Be careful and be safe.

Do walk with confidence. Even if you dont feel confident. It translates and it will come. People will notice and will gravitate towards you.

359 - working late

Stranger - Red looks good on you.

I look down to make sure Im wearing what I had decided on earlier at home. Black. The only red Im wearing is underneath. Matching red.

How does he...? I wonder.

I smile and say thank you. I wasnt quite sure how to respond to his observation so I decided on thank you.

Stranger - I was wondering if you liked massages.

Hesitantly... I say yes I do, who doesnt enjoy them?

Stranger - Well in that case why dont I give you one?

Darling - oh well... Im on my way home its been a long day.

Stranger - arent you working?

I wonder... At 11:30 at night? who works that late?
Then it dawns on me who works that late...

I spoke to a couple of my male friends and they asked me what I was wearing and I told them and they smiled and said well... if you looked that good... in that area... that might give a man the wrong impression, specially if they were at a nearby strip club and feeling amorous.

Interesting.

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If you have a moment take a look at what Ive added to the blog.

Another game called Escapa!

Its fun and very addictive.

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My Inbox

You turn me on beautifully let us see if I can do the same. I am a lusty man that wants to get dirty. I have been fantasizing about meeting a girl and just totally dominating her. Shoving her head down between my legs and making her lick my dick.

Or maybe you're wearing nothing but a short dress. And maybe we could go back to your place and as soon as we shut the door you have your hands all over me. Pulling up my t-shirt and sucking on my eager nipples... While reaching up your dress and i am feeling your smooth pussy... Fingering your clit with my thumb and feeling you shiver and moan against me...

Pushing you down on the bed and gently putting my head between your legs. you eagerly spread your legs and wait for me to start licking you. But instead i tease you with my tongue and pinch your nipples. The sweet, teasing torture drives you absolutely crazy until you are begging me to tongue your eager pussy.

You feel my tongue unrelentingly slide up and down and in and out of your eager, dripping wet slit. You want more and more and more. I start fingering you deep inside and touching your g-spot and sucking your clit with my tongue. You can not help but writhe and grind your horny cunt against my face.

Finally you orgasm and spray juices all over me. Or maybe I decide you must feel MY huge cock engulfed by YOUR tight, warm, wet hole. So I turn you around and bend you over the couch and just jam my thick cock inside you. You can feel the unrelenting pounding against all your pleasure spots. My thick, massive cock stretches your pussy in the most orgasmic way.

As I am doing this you are fingering my ass. The I just grab you from behind and fuck you in the most ruthless way. You are moaning from pleasure overload. You can feel your cunt tightening up. Waves of pleasure shoot through your soaking wet and dripping cunt.

I grab and play with your nipples and you buck and writhe so hard it is hard for me to keep my cock inside you. But I do and I keep on pounding you as waves of pleasure flood through you. Your tight pussy squeezing my cock as you cum over and over again and it is so pleasurable you almost pass out. Finally i pull out my huge cock and cum all over your face.

I am looking for someone to share some darker fantasies. I will want to meet you but I really love sharing some dirty stories first.

358 - meeting

My sister and I went out for drinks and I sent D a text message asking him if he wanted to come out for a drink with us. I wasnt expecting him to say yes but he did. Strange hes been throwing me off a lot lately. Doing things that I dont think he will and all that.

So he met us after he was finished work. I felt nervous. Him meeting my sister and my sister meeting D. Makes it more real. I hope they get along.

I get all body conscious when I'm around my sister. Shes very pretty in an attention grabbing kind of way. My kind of pretty isn't the same. Was I a little insane in thinking he would all of a sudden not find me attractive after spending time with my sister? Yes.

That was completely insane and didnt even come close to reality. He didnt stay long as he had a long day and had an early morning coming up. So we laughed, we talked and had a good time. Im not sure what his impression was I havent asked him. Im not sure if I can ask that question.

I probably will ask. I dont seem to have a mute or a censor button when it comes to asking him questions. I feel better that he met my sister and vice versa. D and I have known each other for over a year and though he has seen my sister and I together in passing and she asked him to use his cell to get ahold of me one time while he was at work.

That was the first time we all sat down and just hung out. A few things I wonder. Why it took so long. What it means that its taken so long and why would he say yes to meeting her and hanging out now? and not before?

I dont know if Ill ever get those answers and if I do get them I dont know if I will be satisfied with them. So its a wait and see. Filed under not important but curious to find out if it comes out one day.

357 - delicate

AR hasn't returned a couple of my calls. Im assuming AR is no longer interested so Ill give AR another call sometime this week and see whats happening. I am not in the mood to play coy or play games at this junction and would like to know whether I should remove AR from The Soup.

I'm thinking that R should be removed but I want to know for sure by speaking with them and getting it out so theres no confusion. I am a little disappointed in AR for letting it get to this point.

Get some balls AR if you aren't interested then politely say so. Games are for little kids who don't know any better. Or maybe that's it. More growing up has to be done. If so then thats OK these things happen. I just don't want to be party to games that I wont enjoy.

A. Oh A what to say about him. I asked him if he wanted to go away for the weekend seeing as I have a long weekend. I have Monday off from work so I thought this may be a good time to spend together as its difficult for some reason to find time to get together.

Understandably as he lives a few hours from me. Its not feasible to have any sort of relationship but a friendship. Though I thought, since time was an issue, spending the weekend away together would be fun and would be a good idea.

I felt a little bit like I was offering myself on a silver platter and strangely I was turned down. Other plans he said to go visit friends. I have to admit I felt a little rejected and I was definitely turned off. So I thought there was his chance for ... something to happen and its not happening... ever.

Apparently he was interested in an actual relationship, something more than friendship. Why did I not see this earlier? I must be losing it. A bit. It always happens this way. Most of the time. He asked me about it and I was a little bit abrupt not as sweet as I usually am.

I mentioned that it was difficult for us to find time to have lunch or see each other for dinner. I couldn't see how a relationship would work long distance as we couldn't even get together for lunch or dinner. it made sense in my mind but it might have sounded a little harsh to him so he got off the phone quick fast after that.

It was a little shocking to me as he also mentioned that if he could fix the distance part as in move to Ottawa to be closer then would we have a relationship? I was shocked and again was a little abrupt. I just said that it was hard to say because theres a few things that make it an issue as in age. Hes quite older than I am and he realizes that.

I don't have anything against men who are older. In fact I find myself attracted to older men. Of course other things come to play such as chemistry, compatibility and so on. Anyway. I don't really see any type of relationship that is more than being friends.

Something didn't click in that department when we first met. Sometimes it does and sometimes it doesn't. So I think I might have hurt his ego a little bit but we shall see.

P has been helpful. A little bit on the constantly calling and texting me even when Ive mentioned that I need some time alone to work things out. He doesn't listen very well but I know his intentions are good. Theres plans for me in the new year to visit him. We shall see.

A little on the jealous side. Actually a lot on the jealous side. He knows about D and is a bit odd when it comes to that. Hes sent me text messages such as 'I'm glad we get along well, I hope you don't fall in love without me.'

Meaning he wants me for himself and doesn't want me to leave him. This too is something of a long distance thing. Now if you think its safer to have a long distance thing with someone think again. You've got to be more delicate with them.

Sometimes I don't feel like being delicate.