The Return :)

It gets worse. They moved me to a place where theres more traffic so my non work related Internet usage has been cut down. By much as Im sure you have noticed.

So ill try my best to work something out. I'm sad and very annoyed at this intrusion on my personal time at work. The nerve. I mean... can you imagine?

Then I'm sure you are also wondering what else is there that I might be hiding. Much :) So much that no one at work needs to know about. Dont worry its really not that bad... or is it?

Yes Ive been warned and I make sure to cover my tracks and it makes me... stealthy and it adds to the excitement and scandal that I may partaking in. I know I will be careful. Its a cycle, sometimes its fun and other times not as much.

Quick updates though and I think that this should satisfy the tag from Tuxbaby. I know its not very interesting. I find that sometimes I'm not. Again my apologies.

- I'm running with The Big Dog once or twice a day.

- I'm working out with Denise Austin and Carmen Electra :)

- My social calendar is going to be put on a voluntary hiatus.. as soon as it slows down a bit.

- Theres this man who has proposed to me. Albeit jokingly. Though all jokes have some truth to them isn't that right?

- Another man started the sentence... If you were my wife...

- My Grandmothers Bday just passed and I forgot how old she was turning so I said 73. I am now her favorite grandchild... for the moment.

- I'm wondering if going for coffee and spending an hour with a man is considered a date? is it?

- I find myself getting shy lately about things. Blogging, dating, sex and so on.

More to come on how things have been going. A little busy but I'm trying to get most of it down for memories and of course course for your curious pleasure :)

I have been getting some rest, not as much as I should and its no ones fault but my own. I find that I just like to go out and be around people. Last night was strange. I actually cancelled on meeting with someone though Ill tell you the rest of that story another time.

I cancelled and felt odd. Kind of restless and even Denise and Carmen didn't do much to alleviate the restlessness. So I did what I knew would. Relaxed myself the tried and true way. I took BOB out into the light and put him to good use.

I'm well rested today and got in early to be able to write this. The Return Of Darling :)

One Year

I shake my head in disbelief but the proof is there. Ive been blogging for about a year. Time flies. What have I done with my life? Anything exciting? Any progress onward and upward? What scale do I use?

When I started blogging, which feels like yesterday ... OK last week :) I wanted to use it as a diary... another form. I found my my updates in my own diary/ journal great to use but I guess maybe at the time it felt like so much was going on that I couldn't update enough or fast enough. OK Both of those.

So I decided to go online and share it all. For those who were interested and stopped in Thank you. Its nice to be able to share. I think I would have continued had no one been around to follow the goings on of my life.

Sometimes its been kind of blah and boring other times a bit more interesting. There are a lot of posts that don't make it out here for one reason or another. Some just seem silly, others seem too revealing. I'm open but I'm scared sometimes. A girl has to have some things that only she knows about :)

Anyway. I wanted to come up with a fabulous post about having an anniversary yet I think Ill keep it short and sweet.

Happy Blogging :)

203 - blogs

I did it again. I found this blog and read every single post this person put up. Thank goodness they started their blog only in Jan of 2007. Otherwise I might have spent more than a day or two on their site.

So this person who wrote this blog. Lives in my town. HA! Imagine that. I'm not the only one from Ottawa blogging. Well I knew that as my brother blogs as well. No don't ask me what he blogs about Id rather not find out about who he is seeing and what they do behind closed doors. Oh wait that's why I don't want him to know about mine. AHEM

But really... Its neat to find another blogger in the same city. I feel somewhat stalker-like. I know about him but he doesn't know about me. Its like a bad B movie in the making, which will only end up with me shrugging my shoulders and saying 'oh well'.

For all you lurkers if I have any :) Hello, how are you?

The thing is. Like the blogs that I do come across like yours if you have one that I might have read and commented on. There's something about it that I like. The way you write and share. Its entertaining and it satisfies me in a way that I cant totally explain. OK I am a nosy person and love that there is a window into your mind and life that you share and allow me to peek on once in a while.

I have no idea if Ill ever comment on his blog for a couple of reasons.

Im shy :)

If I comment on his blog he'll be able to see mine. I know I can post anonymously and as much as I don't mind getting those comments. Other people might not like it and I don't think I have anything to hide (at this point) so I think I would prefer to comment with me backing myself up 100% (don't let that hold you back from commenting anon OK?)

NOTE: this might not make sense but its my thought process. Welcome to strangeness.. and somehow it all works for me.

Another reason I don't want to comment? Because Ill want to meet him. Just to meet him. No strings. No expectations. I'm probably getting ahead of myself as I am even doubting what to talk to him about. I can just picture me in front of some guy with a blank look and nothing in my head to talk about. Well.. nothing of substance to talk about anyway. There is always something to talk about.

So maybe Ill scratch that for now.

Maybe Ill just lurk around his blog for a while which I have been doing. Much like yours if you have one (blush) I'm shy! What can I say? Its a work in progress you see.

Well. This will be a learning process for me. Who knows how things will turn out. Its kind of dorky for me to be blogging about another blogger that you have no idea about. Nor does this said blogger know that I'm talking about him. What else is a girl to do at work?

JK Ive got plenty of work to do... in case anyone from work is reading this. :) busy busy busy!

OH.... I can picture it can you...

Darling writes a note... ' I like you, do you like me' (in essence)

Blogger replies ' WTF are you?'

Through the weirdness of this post. I'm laughing in the end :)

Personal question to self and a question my sister has often asked me. HOW OLD ARE YOU!?