Choose Darlings Adventure

I went out to meet V as hes in town for the week. After communicating with him while hes 30000 feet in the air on his way into town. The following are different scenarios which may have actually happened.

The tone of his text messages and a couple of emails leading to his arrive was dripping with sexual need. There was a definite distinction that there would be more happening...

Choose Darlings adventure.

Option A.


Feign a headache and feelings of being unwell and cancel out on dinner and time spent with V to stay home, relax, catch up on sleep and nurse myself back to health using self mas-er-medication.

Option B.


Meet with V for dinner and drinks and all throughout our time together tease him with inviting looks, lip licking, lingering touches, the occasional glimpse of cleavage the skin just above my stay ups.


The evening full of sexual innuendos and silent promises of ... more than lingering touches, looks and teases. Instead of eyes roaming my body there promise of hands that will do the roaming.


Option C.

Meet with V and spend the first little while lounging and talking. As the night wore on we find ourselves in different states of undress. V completely nude and myself walking around topless. Many attempts were made to have me nude. Much laughter and rolling around on the bed. Tossing pillows aside and much attention focused on nipples.

Choose Darlings Adventure

The last time I went to the casino I had a major EEK moment. I left my wallet in the bathroom stall. What would make me forget my wallet you ask?

Option A.
I was putting on a brand spanking new purchase of a white bikini and in my excitement left it there.

Option B.
I was so excited about the possibility of winning hundreds of dollars. I left it in there.

Option C.
I was taking off half of the bikini and wasn't paying attention because of my clever idea that I left it there.

Heading to the roulette table I reach into my purse and realize that my wallet has been left behind. I'm hoping that it is still where I left it. Theres a part of me that is thinking its been 3-4 minutes since I have been there. Praying to all the Angels and to all that is good in the world. Hoping that all the good deeds that I have done allows for personal karmic intervention.

My prayers have been answered and my wallet is the topic of discussion at the counter where 3 ladies talk about how to go about finding the owner. I tiptoe my way in and try not to attract attention as I clear my throat and in a tiny voice ... which comes out in a loud voice say 'I am so glad that its still here. Thank you so much ladies for looking after it.'

They smile seeing that its returned to its rightful owner and after a few minutes of sharing lost wallet stories I walked out smiling and with a big weight off my shoulders. I walked up to D and told him I was done gambling for the night. He looked at me incredulously and I filled him in on my great luck. He laughed at me and kissed my forehead. Ill tell you I blushed like a schoolgirl.

We went there with 2 of his friends, 1 Ive met before. The other, the shyest of them all I just met at the start of the road trip. Nice guys. Very entertaining.

I went and did my thing. Flirted with them and the other card players. Rubbed some of my good luck on them and it worked. One was down about a few hundred dollars and wasn't in a great mood as one would expect. I sat by him and made him laugh and talked to the dealer and soon his luck turned around and his cards were making his pile of chips grow.

He told me not to leave and I stayed for a while seeing him feel better and get his money back. I left him. I wanted to spread it around. By then I had a few drinks in me. Since I wasn't playing I was indulging in other.. sins.

D wasn't doing great. Wasn't doing badly either just a waiting game. We looked over at his friend and could tell that he was down again. He facial expressions and demeanor was screaming of loss. We decided to take a break and grab a bite to eat.

Interesting conversations at the table. Not sure if I should have been there to hear any of it but I stuck around so I was included and I threw in my 2 cents here and there.

After eating I decided to try my luck. I was thinking that since I was lucky enough to get my wallet back I should do well gambling.. I know. Its a lame excuse but in theory... :)

I played with D. I followed his rules and played with 100$. I was a little nervous risking it as I though I already won the jackpot getting back my wallet.


Did I....

Option A.
Play long enough to win back my 100$

Option B.
Bet it all on one number to see if I still had something left in the karmic pull.

Option C
Play and have number after number come up letting me walk out with an extra 250$

On the way back D and I sat in the back seat. As we did on the way there. This time it was dark and I had errant thoughts of going at it without the 2 in front knowing. That was unlikely. Instead we held hands. I was OK with it. It was nice. I didn't freak out. We also fell asleep together. My head on his shoulder and we ended up against each other rather comfortably.

So when we had our first date or outing as I should probably call it he tried to hold my hand and I was a little eeked about it. Three months later we hold hands on the way home from a fun road trip. I'm OK with it.

Its all in timing.
I feel kind of clueless .
I need a wake up call.
Don't let me daydream.
That will just start a snowball effect.
Of something that I might not want.

I was talking to my sister about it and told her about the history of hand holding with D and she says that I told him if without words that I wasn't interested in him as someone in my life when I didn't partake in his hand holding plan at the beginning.

That started him on the Friends W Benefits idea and so it has continued on in that fashion. Me being all girly and thinking all funky and wanting to hold hands just means that I'm comfortable with him now and can possibly think of him as someone... significant.

Oh what doe she know! :) lol I taught her a lot of what she knows. I'm such a great teacher. Its times like these where its good to share knowledge because once in a while. Its good to be reminded.

I had sex with D for lunch today. While it was very good. I was left wanting. Not quite satiated. Not quite full. I was a little disappointed and not by his performance. Not in the least. It was great. I'm just in one of those moods. Where if we had kept on going. That I would not have minded looking out the window to see that the moon was out. Forget work I need to have complete sexual satisfaction.

I wanted to be limp and breathing heavily into the bed where pillows once were and are now on the floor. I wanted to continue the ride of the great orgasm that I had. I wanted to continue to rub bodies against each other. I wanted a lot more things that might get a bit graphic for me at the moment as I am blushing away letting my mind run with errant thoughts.

I was glad to have been with him but also sad that I couldn't have what I wanted. Which was just... more.

I need the help that only The Soup can give me. I feel a little tug of hesitation in doing so but I need this to be taken cared of. Otherwise... that's all ill be thinking of.

Plan? Meeting with J tonight for coffee. If things go well... perhaps. If not.. maybe another day with him. If not. I might have to try K.

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If perchance you felt a tone of sorrow here. Its because I cant have what I want. I'm having a pouty moment and want to have my cake and eat it too.

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Have I told you how much I enjoy D and the extra curricular activities we partake in? Its pretty fantastic as its a turn on for him to see me have as many petit morts as possible when were together. Me wanting to please.. die a little.. a lot with him.

I cant really say anything bad about this thing that we have. I just miss falling asleep after a night of much passion.

He got off work early last night.

Did we...

Option A Go out for drinks, get loaded and somehow didn't have enough energy for sex.

Option B stay in for sex and made such a mess that I slept on the futon in the living room.

Option C talked on the phone and went to our respective beds without any physical contact.

Ive got a long night ahead of me and its not even close to being over. Ill be working the annual Beaver Boxing Fundraiser tonight. I think last year when I worked the event I ended early in the morning. I know Ill be exhausted. I'm tired now and its midday. I need an energy boost at some point later. Hmm I wonder what I am thinking of that will give me that boost... any guesses?

I know I'm tired now and Ill be exhausted later and I'm wondering about my sex life and if I can fit it in somehow. Yes after I get off work. Maybe...I'm sure Ill think of something to make it all happen the way I want it to.

Tonight at the Beaver Boxing Fundraiser.

Will I be...

Option A walking around the inside of the ring in between rounds holding a sign high above my head wearing something tight black and very leg showcasing not to mention showing off everything else... letting everyone know what round is coming up.

Option B Wearing a short skirt to maneuver around closely placed tables to promote this that or the other.

Option C Flirting with those who stand in front of me waiting for drinks that will tickle their throat which will make them more relaxed, open and a bit more bold when it comes to getting womens attentions.

Job #2 I haven't been to in a while. Ill be working there 4 out of 5 days next week. From J1 straight to J2. The start of my day is at 6am or so. Those days Ill be finished my working day at 9pm. Again I'm wondering about when I'll be able to work in sex, those in soup and other recreational sports.

Maybe Ill have to be a bit less social next week. Make mad money that week and then be able to blow it all the week after. Maybe. Or I could have my cake and eat it too... me likey this train of thought listen up...

My goal for next week and I have to start preparing now. OK tomorrow as today isn't a good day as its full of other things. My goal is to make sure I eat well and healthy to keep me going daily and to plan things in detail as far as my travel/arrival time, groceries/food prep, sleep and of course the social and sexual activities that I don't want to miss out on.

Ill need some time off to recoup and relax I think. Maybe Ill take some time off when I don't have so much going on. We shall see.

Oh maybe late July is when Ill take some time off as FIFA is in Ottawa and Ive been requested to work those events.

Lunch time :)

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Its that time again. Choose Darlings Adventure.

The following options are possibilities of the highlights/low lights of the long weekend. In no particular order...

FRIDAY

Option A
Was it spent watching movies, fruity drink at hand while at the same time cooking a feast, doing laundry and making plans for the next week with those in the soup

Option B
Was it spent practicing how to dance provocatively for future audiences of one or more. Pole imagined and considered as an extravagant purchase of the sometime in the future.

Option C
Was it spent in a hot bubbly bath followed by a pampering of self by self and then snuggling into bed wrapped in warmth to catch up on much needed rest and relaxation.

Saturday

Option A
Was it spent lazing around topless at the local beach volleyball venue. Lazing around as in napping, listening to music with the occasional flip to my stomach even out the sun exposure

Option B
Was it spent purchasing shoes, dresses, skirts and unmentionables with a lovely and talented relative. Also known as Darlings little sister.

Option C
Was it spent moving boxes from one storage room to another in hopes of freeing up space in a much needed area. All the while rushing to get to the grocery store to fill empty kitchen cupboards.

Sunday

Option A
Was it spent doing groceries, napping, cleaning out the fridge and other unexciting things.

Option B
Was it spent not regretting the night before celebrations of a long night of practicing to be perfect in many different clandestine ways with a man of mystery

Option C
Was it spent at another dark place where women seduce with their bodies, where drinks continue to arrive without a word, where men are tempted and fall to their knees with want for the possibility of...

Monday

Option A
Was it spent spending making brunch with one man to fuel bodies for an afternoon delight.

Option B
Was it spent sleeping in, in the morning, and walking around in newly acquired shoes and dress while making arrangements with someone to come and visit for a much needed romp that the living room hasn't seen in a while.

Option C
Was is spent being surprised with an early evening out of town visitor for a couple of hours of very selfish oral pleasure that which I was the beneficiary.

:) Now to find out what you all thought I was up to :)

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My goodness this post took me all day to write. Work really gets in the way!

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Im a little late. Happy Valentines Day!! In some places of the world and if we were getting up together... it would still be a continuation of... Valentines Day. Im sure some of you were the recipient of flowers, or were the sender of flowers. Likewise with chocolates, trinkets and cards.

In addidtion to the above. I also received a propostion. On my cell phone a text comes through. 'Would you like to play?' I decline quite flirtatiously as I have plans for the evening (check one of the options below) I declined but not without driving said texter to mad distractions , reducing him to a puddle of want. You wonder about my state? Amused at the effect of words and its powers.

I hope you all had a Valentines delight, spent with The One, The One For Now, or spent an evening relishing that you arent with either of the above :) I extend this virtual hug to you.

from me (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( hugs )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) to you

People should be able to spend not just one day of the year with someone special, it should be an everyday process of being with someone you care for and want to be with. Im not saying getting gifts for each other everyday. Once in a while will make the bond stronger and its just good all around. (This from a single woman... LOL... what do I know... plenty, thats what)

* SO OFF TOPIC HERE For those of you who are curious. Yes I thought of you and hoped for a moment that I was in mind as well, that and other thoughts :) I cant help it, my mind goes off to fantasyland when it wants to. Its fabulous :)

Options of how Valentines Night was spent. I never read those choose your own adventure books but liked the concept of it and thought Id incorporate them in here :) TADA!

Option A

Was it spent with a select group of girlfriends who share the single status, a night out in a couple of venues where there would be much canoodling done by couples new and long standing. Did we dress up to the nines in eye catching enembles to remind the female part of the couples present how they used to be? How they used to act and how they owned the night. Did we dress to remind the male part of the couple that there are plenty of fish in the sea? Was this night planned to enjoy the fireworks that a wandering eye would cause. On a night where couples are on a romantic evening, did I end up paying for any drinks amid those bonded pairs?

Option B

Was it spent slaving away at work until deadlines were met which launched a new start of a subsidiary company? Where take out was ordered and jokes and laughter was shared between an ecclectic group of people. Where gossip ran rampant until everyone was caught up with what was happening in the life and times of the fortunate few who slipped away for a night of bliss with their significant other.

Option C

Was it spent lost in a neighbourhood without any means of communication as I carelessly left it lying on my desk obviously to make sure that I would see exactly where it is the next morning. Late for a dinner date. Unable to recall the 10 valuable digits to phone from a payphone. The drawback of cell phones is the lack of memorization involved. With the numerous amount of combinations that the number could have been. Did I resign myself to a Pub only to bump into a mistake of my lifes past?

Option D (because theres always an option D... isnt there?)

Was it spent in a luxurious location as a surprise from a male friend. Was it spent in various states of dress and undress? Was is spent determining who would cry out in surrender first? Was it testing all possible surfaces for the best places to... eat? Was it spent in a competitive nature of who would come out on top?

How was Darlings evening spent? Makes you wonder :) I hope you all had a pleasant if not wonderful evening.